The Big Green Monster

This is hard to write:  

I have had a talk with myself this last week and we (myself and I) decided to come clean. 

 I have....Blog jealously!!!

Yes, I know.... I'm immature.... I'm shallow and mostly I'm just disgusted with myself.

How can this be,  me a jealous person?

 I have never really coveted other peoples things, i.e.  husbands, cars, jobs, even houses!
  

Did I just say Houses!?  OK cross that off...  Houses...I do covet other peoples houses.

 OK, I don't really want the bird but I want the rest of it...

but what is up with the blog jealously stuff?

 Here I sit, knowing how truly absurd this sounds but often I find myself "blog surfing" and I come across a post that just makes me feel... weird.
Why?
It's a perfectly lovely post with lots of great pictures and some wonderful writing and then "BAM"  I feel..well,  bugged and just plain inadequate.

I look at the bogger profile, she's gorgeous, she's a 20 something and she's talented. I hate her.  I am blogger jealous.  I need to crawl under the bed right now!


HELP!!!

Should I quit blogging and shut down the PP dot BlogSpot forever?  At that particular moment I say yes!!!

What a fool I have been. 

I am out of my league, I'm not a demographic that matters! 

 Wah Wah Wah. 

 Deep Breath.  

Keep blogging you big baby!  

Its  fun, I like it, I have new friends half way across the world.

 OK I'm better now.  I'll come out and play in a bit.  kelley

PS please tour Arties beautiful house on the previous post!  : )